12.19.2005

1203 - 0305

i don't know what to expect now. i do sense that i already feel a little bit better and that's good, right? then why am i so apprehensive about this? how i've been feeling recently wasn't very positive, but it was intense. will i still be able to feel? i definitely don't want to be dull(ed). that's what scares me the most. will i still have my sense of humor? will i be a good friend? i was writing like mad recently - what if i can't write anymore? why am i wondering about these things? this isn't the first time i've been here.

what was i like from december 2003 through february 2005? anyone?

i basically don't know who i will become as a result of this. since i already don't know what the fuck i'm doing down here or how i fit into this l.i. puzzle, i'm afraid this is a recipe for being more lost than ever.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Intensity can be both negative and positive..Either way, a decrease in intensity does not = dullness.

Is the l.i. puzzle one with 10,000 pieces? They're tough.

3:16 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i don't really know what you're talking about starting/changing, BUT i know you'll always be a good friend

3:16 PM  

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